Thursday, April 30, 2009

il fait froid.

i haven't done this for a really long time, but today i stumbled across and i feel like its time to pick it back up.

Lately i've been thinking alot about people and how much they need Jesus. I can see in my daily life what it looks like to have no God or Jesus to come to when you are having problems you can't face on your own. Mostly i see people trying to find their own ways to deal with and understand what they are going through. I just don't get some of their ideas, but some look as if they are working. I don't even know what i'm saying but yeah. i really wish that it wasnt so hard to be a person who follows God, but at the same time it is such an amazing journey that i am so incredibly lucky to experience. i know that he is here for me even when i have days like today where i have given up all faith in mankind, and that is really sad. Sometimes i wonder where peoples hearts are. I dont think that people considers others feelings when they say things. which i know that is true, but some people don't even try, and that really hurts me. I know that God is there to heal our hurts and pains, but if people thought about what they said or did before hand i feel like God would have an easier job. I just don't like when people are insensitive to others and their feelings and that other people just stand by and watch it happen. I just don't understand the world and where people give up controling their own lives and give their lives to him. i am just rambling and i doubt this makes any sense but yeah.

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